Destiny is something that cannot be controlled
It does the things it pleases; at least that’s what I am told
No matter how you fight it, or try it your own way
In the end you’ll always do whatever it may say
As a child I had big expectations for myself
That someday I would have the glory, glamour and the wealth
I had all these ideas about the great things I’d achieve
I don’t know how I ever could have been so naive
The turns my life has taken have led me down this path
Of loneliness and misery, the feeling of Hell’s wrath
Everyone keeps saying things will turn out in the end
They don’t hear the silent screams for help that I do send
I have become the master of deceit and of disguise
No one sees past this wall I’ve built with my whispered cries
Someday they’ll notice me and all the pain I’m going through
By then they’ll be too late to save this life that ends too soon
I cling to those dear memories of childhood dreams and prayers
Back when life was simple with no worries and no cares
I wish I knew which turn it was that led me so astray
If I did I would go back and take a different way
I’d like to tell the ones I love I’m sorry to disappoint
A new daughter, lover, sister, and friend you can now anoint
I’m giving up, there is no hope, this world’s forgotten me
I'm just another victim of uncontrollable destiny
