The Music and the Dance*^^~

I feel so much pains at the moment, i am an emotional wreck. For the first time, i am writing about what troubles me within. Well it is so unedited and still virgin if i may say. Tell me what you think!!
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My life today seemed to halt
As I stood outside this door
All of my future before me stood
And my past with haunt and pain

I saw my very breath cease
Like some machine out of gas
Silhouette of doubts and fear
Invade my very soul to death

I reason, I ponder, I think still
Will this be a lifetime menace
The candle light vigil is come
My strength to go through is done

It is time to ask all the whys?
As I reminisce over the truce
Reality dawns as lighting
And my mortality ignores all

I perceive this will be unforgettable
My heart clogs with black soot
Pains indescribable, excruciating
And in know I must master it now

Let us see how the dance goes
The music is not nice to listen to
But it has a charm of its own
And this, I must listen to if I must live.

© Gagman Cleopas