Welcome to the World of a Depressed Soul

by Brecken   Jan 29, 2005


You sit alone not wanting to be disturbed.

You feel dark inside and you don't remember what it feels like to be truly happy.

You hide behind your books you desperately cling to, not wanting to be seen.

Getting lost in them because that is how you escape and feel a little more free.

You don't have many friends and you really don't want any. You rather be alone and not loose or ruin something you didn't have to.

Feeling sad all day, everyday, for the remainder of your life is a dark thought.

But its what you feel, its what needs to be fought.

It isn't easy though to be depressed one day and then make yourself happy the next. And it really doesn't work that way.

You can put on an act it isn't always that hard. Be happy and cheerful around people but drop rapidly when they are gone.

This is what it feels like day in and day out. It wont ever go away. I have no doubt.

Dark, cold, alone and afraid. Hatred, anger, confusion and pain.

This is how I spend my days.

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  • 20 years ago

    by junior8forever

    Omg this poem bye far i relaight to the most wow i so feel that whay i felt alone so its cool to come on her an read that stuff every one i no dont understand why i always want to be alone.its not cause dont like poeple its cause what u said in ur poem every single word in ur p[oem i related i am so sick of this hell i feel traped an i am just nost the same person so ya thancks for writeing that that was really good thta was my favoirt i found ur poems bye reading ur qoute about cutting an um no one no that i do i am scard what people will thyanck an i dont no how to tell people cause i feel like i am lying my dad seen one of my cuts an asked do i an i said noso ya wow i cant believe ia m saying this but ya i thanck u schould keep on writeing peoms cuz u is good

  • 21 years ago

    by She Is Now Gone Away

    Hey that's how I feel everyday. I like your poem it really explains my life and I hope you never stop writing

  • 21 years ago

    by Brecken

    Thanx Guys
    Nami Z. You are a great writer and just keep working on it. Just say whats in your heart.
    Tony Garcia I spend a lot of my days locked in my room to. I think that my cat is one of my best friends.
    Thanx again.

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