Unhappy Me

Afraid of living life
It's too hard
I don't want to put up a fight
To see you all laughing and having fun
It kills me
To remember us together
All the fun times
It seems like you don't care
And you never did
Did you?
A feeling I know so well
Thought it was gone
Now it's back, twice as strong
It's telling me what I know is true
I'm worthless
Hopeless
Afraid
Confused and alone
No one here
They're not going to tell me it's OK
I wouldn't believe them anyway
Cause I know it's all a lie
My life's all one big lie
Afraid to be who I really am
Scared of rejection
I guess it's true
I've fallen to far
You've totally lost the old happy me
I've gone so say your goodbyes
and say hi to the new unhappy me