Hear My Pleas

Hear My Pleas

Is there anyone out there to hear me tonight?
Can you hear these pleas that I make?
I don’t know if I can survive this alone
I feel like I’m going to break

Every time I try to, pick myself up
Something else knocks me down
And now, again, I find myself falling
Crying alone on the ground

Today I was told that I might be suffering
From a threatening rare disease
I don’t know how to react to this
These tears won’t seem to ease

It’s ironic, really, for I have been
Suicidal for over three years
Yet now I find that I’m scared of death
And filled with all these fears

I can’t believe that I might be suffering
From a disease that could threaten my life
I’ve tried so hard to get myself better
I’ve even stopped using the knife

Just goes to show that when you think
You cannot take any more
Something else will bring you pain
And tear your sobbing core

Just goes to show that when you’re sure
You cannot feel any worse
Something else will bring you lower
To the bottom of your curse

I’m going to go into hospital soon
To have the test for the disease
If anyone is really out there tonight
I’m begging you; hear my pleas

Another true life story, any comments would mean a lot x