Your love is a disease

Your love is a disease
Eating away at me!?!?!?

I’m trying to learn to deal
With how you make me feel.
I’m happy,
I’m sad
I’m happy while I’m mad.

You make me laugh
Then you make me cry.
Do you try to make me feel this….
Why???

I love to see you laugh
So I try so hard to make you smile.
But you don’t have a clue
The entire while.
your life is a fairy tale
Not sayin that it is, but if anyone deserves
A happy ending it’s you!!

I could finish this
I’ll be your awakening kiss.
You’ll wake up
And look into my eyes.
Then see my soul
And begin to rise.

I’ll pick you up whispering
Sweet nothings in your ear.
I will make you feel
That you have nothing to fear.

I’ll be your prince charming
And we’ll stroll away.
There will be but
One thing left to say.

Marry me you gorgeous girl
You know your my entire world.
You can tell when you look into my eyes.
But if you think
It’s not meant to be .
I’m sure to die by……suicide.