I just want to run away.. Never to see another day.. I don\'t even want to get my treasures.. Just run away always n forever.. You may not understand why I am in so much pain.. Just look at my wrists, and my torn up vain.. For I have lost my friend.. and my dearest dad.. everything in my life is so fuc'd up.. it makes me feel so sad.. Is god really real? Because hes ignoring my prayers.. I always pray to be someone new but changing me he doesnt do.. One day I will be in heaven with you.. sorrowing on a cloud.. everything will be silent.. nothing will be loud.. No more screaming.. no more lies.. I know and feel it is my time to DIE.
