Open Your Eyes

Can you wake up now?
Can't you see what I've become
I'm not myself anymore
Something has taken over me
Its called depression you may have heard of it
I cannot help but hurt
Quickly I'm getting sick of it
I don't think theres nothing I can do
Just please know that no matter how much I hurt
No matter how much I cry
No matter how much this goes
I want you to know
I'll love you with the last bit of my heart
Its been ripped and used
There was nothing that I could do
People took me for a fool
I was not very happy with myself
And I'm still not
Its getting worse
My self-esteem
I hate it watching myself die into a puddle of blood
I can see myself dying peacefully in mud
I'm don't want this to be the end
I'm really not sure what I want
Love or Death
Its to hard to choose
I'm so messed up
I'll always lose