My So-Called "Life"

Have you ever sat in silence
While your mind is racing in thought
Considering everything that's happened
Never learning lessons taught.

Have you ever wondered why
while the tears fall down your face
wondering why the knife is so sharp
and how your life became a glass vase.

Have you ever been alone
While the world went crusing by
And all you can do is sit and wait
Wait for your turn to fly.

Have you ever felt so sad
While your family is falling apart
There is nothing you could ever do
while your father slowly breaks your heart.

Have you ever lost hope
While your life becomes out of reach
Always wanting to learn
But having no one to teach.

Have you ever listened to tears
Of a very familiar voice
Hearing your mother's tears
Leaving you with no choice.

Have you ever desired for death
While you nervously hold the knife
Wanting to leave the world
And end your so called "life"