It started in middle school my life began to change. I started to get older and boys became more of an outrage.
When I was only 11 I think I was falling for him. There was just something that I loved about his sexy grin.
He was so sweet and he really cared about me even though he had a girlfriend and I knew we'd never be.
By the end of 5th grade and I was only 12 years old. He made me the best person I could be. I had a heart of gold.
I was falling for him harder everyday and I loved him more and more in every possible way.
I was falling in love with someone who was 14 when I was only 12 years old. My love for him was stronger than any love I could possibly hold.
Everyone knew I loved him. It was only a matter of time before he graduated from middle school and left for high school in blink of an eye.
But as the days slowly crept bye my love for him started to die and all I could do now was just tell myself I stilled loved him and really it was kind of a lie.
I never knew it wouldn't last we started to grow apart. We started to talk a lot less but no matter what Trevor will alway have a piece of my heart.
He was my first real love. I know that he was sent to me from up above.
He's an angel in my eyes. He's always the person to lighten up the sky. I don't know what I'd do if he were to die.
I wouldn't get through this life. It would be really hard.
So when people tell me that I've never loved anyone before and that I've never loved someone enough to just send my friends out the door so I could score all I'll say is you're wrong. Nobody at the age of 12 years old could have a love that strong.
Now when I tell people I know I was in love with Trevor everyone always goes "I know you were and I thought you'd love him forever."
I thought that my love for you would would never end but for now one I must remember is all that you can ever be is just my friend.
Trevor seriously babe you we're my first *true* love. I've never "loved" anyone as much as you. I just went crazy over you. I loved you so much. I'm glad that we're just friends now because I would never want to be more than that. No matter what you'll always have a piece of my heart and you're always going to be my first real love. I can actually tell people yeah I've been in love before and it was when I was 12 years old. He was such wonderful guy too.
Trevor you're so awesome! Never change for anyone!
Love
Nickie
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