Thoughts

Thinking of you hurts in
many ways I can't explain
Wondering if your messing with my
head and not telling me
Should we be together or are
we best apart?
Will i regret seeing you walk out of
my life and into another's?
Is that the way its suppose to be or
do you just want to see me hurt?
I've never felt like this about
anyone and thats the truth
Wondering what you think and
if your feelings are still the same
All this time nothing mattered
but seing you smile
Just talking to you made
my day worth while
You say you love me but
what does that really mean?
how could you love someone and
later leave them wondering?
I still have strong feelings for you but does that really matter to you?

dedicated to Karl Corpus