Locked inside my room
Away in a dark corner
Writing these lines
Leaving my emotions written
Away for others to read
While every sad dissapointment
Passes my head
I can not let go
I can not forgive and forget
These pains woven to be condemned
To forever more be apart of me
Accident prone I am
Every bad thing triggering
The things I keep so locked inside myself
An enigma i am
As people say
I do not open up
I say I'm sorry I was raised this way
To not be hurt when dissapointed
To never have to reach bottom ground
For I wont ever be surprised
Cause to expect the worst
Nothing can go down
That is what my mother taught me
After I learned life the hard way when I was very young
Not haveing a childhood
For pleasures as such a child likes
Didn't interest me
I kept too myself a lot
For I can not let myself down
Take me as I am
If not just leave me to be another one my sad ends
