One night-one beautiful night
Seems to have ruined my life.
One night that seemed so right at the time
Is now proving itself so wrong
It was so long ago, so long.
It would've been different if you wouldn't have said good-bye
This is starting to interfere
With my new love, and others can't see past
What I did before
They look at me and repeat the same word
"Whor*."
That one night changed everything.
I'm going blind I can't see.
And I can't even love him,
Because of what you did, what you did to me.
I wish people would understand that I was young
I was just a kid.
It's not that the rumors bother me
It's the fact that they bother him
Every time I turn around he begs me to tell him they're wrong.
And they are.
It was just one night
Why would one night define my future?
When it was a night none should've been involved with
Who made it their business?
I try so hard to love him,
Because he's everything that I need
I'm so afraid to love him, though,
What if he sees the real me?
I'm not the strong confidant girl people assume
I'm so afraid, so weak,
And I just want to hide
I may be smiling, but I'm crying on the inside!
I'm not what everybody thinks I am
It's so easy to say, so hard to show
I just don't know, I just don't know.
I've been trying so hard to erase that one night
But it replays over and over in my head
It's like an undying nightmare
When my childhood went dead.
