This last dance

Your tears are kisses
raining painfully on my heart
regretful words fill my mind
my composers falling apart

i see you suffering
through your soft green eyes
do you see mine?
through the tears that i cry?

look what I've done
i created an un-ending maze
a puzzle with no fitting pieces
an everlasting haze

i see a light at the end of the tunnel
i stumble along with an empty soul
i sway and i fall
will i reach my goal?

my goal for love
for you to want me
i need you back
don't you see.. me?

this is torture
you're to high
i can't reach
i try, but i can't get by

there are times
when i give up hope
because it feels like you don't even care
i sit alone and can't cope

you say you don't trust me-- do you know how that makes me feel?
then you say you love me
you say you don't believe me
followed with you miss me

do you think this is some game?
fooling with my emotions
do you get pleasure out of it?
like my feelings are just some yo-yo

i want you to be happy
oh where do i begin?
your smile is contagious
i want to be together again

but some words are like knives
jabbing at my heart
like pieces of paper
you are ripping me apart

I'm like clay in your hands
you crush me
you pound me
yet you shape me and mold me

i know i hurt you
the thought of interlocking hands
but that meant NOTHING
i left his fingers like tiny grains of sand

i didn't belong there
i belong with you
my summer love
please want me too

life is about choices
people always make mistakes
it's also about forgiveness
my sorry's aren't fake

what i did was wrong
i know you are mad
do you honestly think i meant for this to happen
don't you see that I'm so sad

i want your arms to open
and give me one more chance
to enter your life once more
lets take this last dance