Its my fault..as usual

I let you step all over me
i let you be my friend, we
become closer, and this is
how it ends..

i thought i trusted you..
it seems i cant trust myself..
I'm getting lost in my world..
its like a living hell..

i need you, my best friend
to be here with me now, but
i screwed things up like always
and this is how..

i was always quiet, never too
loud..i was kind of dorky, and
yeah i guess i was proud..

i always gave you advice, and
lent you a helping hand, but it
seems like you never cared, and
that i don't understand..

because everyday i look at you
i know who you really are, you're
a person who always lied to me,
and talked about me and thats
too far..

but in the end its all my fault,
i should have been true..because
right now if i had been, i still would
be good friends with you..

but since i didn't reveal the person
who you really didn't see, but i guess I'm not the friend that its all cracked up to be..