Bowing Down Gracefully

I don't know what I'm feeling
or what we've become.
I never imagined the day I met you
that we would end up here.
It feels like I'm losing my best friend
and a piece of myself
as we slowly drift apart.
I miss the love we shared
I feel so far away,
when all I want
is to be there with you.
I see you in pain
and it kills me inside.
So much has happened
that I can't change,
but one thing that never will
is the way I feel right now.
You've changed my life in so many ways,
and the memories are bittersweet.
Every second that I'm with you
you're the only one I see,
I assumed you'd always be there
and I wonder sometimes
if when tomorrow comes,
will you still care?
I'm so sorry that I never told you
all I planned to say,
you deserve to be loved
you deserve something real,
so if I'm not enough
I hope you find the one who is.
But in the meantime
I want you to know...
I'll never let you go.