All at once

Staring at this gun
My life is just to bad
Why can't I just get
The life that you have

Where everything is perfect
It's like a good dream
Unlike mine
That are filled with screams

Staring at this knife
The kids have gone to far
For everything they've said
I made another scar

Now upon my wrist
Over 50 scars I see
Why can't the kid's look
How great I can be

Staring at this rope
That hangs in front of the door
I think it's just about time
Time to end this war

I do it all at once
I slowly grab a chair
Knife in my hand
Gun below my hair

I stick my head threw the rope
Slit my wrist, shoot the gun
Suddenly fall free
Now my life is done

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