This

I'm giving up on this
Because it just doesn't feel right
Fake smiles at day
Crying at night

Tears fall down my cheeks
It feels so good
I try to be strong
If only I could

Look in the mirror
See the nothing I've become
What happened to my good days
All my fun

Can't feel anything around me
I'm so numb
So cold
How could I have been so dumb
This is how it has to be