Why don't you understand...

I'm worried that I'll lose you,
If I try to hard,
And I'm scared that you will leave me,
With my heart broken and scarred.

I'm afraid that you won't need me,
While I'm still needing you,
I'm troubled that you'll hate me,
After all I've put you through.

I pray that you could love me,
For the rest of these dull days,
You would brighten up my whole damn world,
In oh so many ways.

I'm worried that I've fallen,
In way over my head,
And I'm scared that these feelings,
Will still be left unsaid.

I love you so much more today,
Than I ever have before,
And tomorrow I will say the same,
I can't take this pain no more.

Please tell me where I stand with you,
I'm lost and need your hand,
You're the glue to mend my broken heart,
Why don't you understand.