My heart beats a Silent Rage

This New Year brings a new kind of pain to a very old sorrow.
Over and Over again i am put back in that place where i allowed you to make me feel my worst,
I never thought that ALL WE HAD,or WHAT I THOUGHT WE HAD,or maybe even just WHAT I HAD could change so suddenly.
Its all so clear to me now, things i FELT and SAW but turned into what I WANTED IT TO BE.
NO MORE denial and NO MORE frontin like YOU and I are all good.
I REMEMBER when I used to LOVE YOU, but now I LOVE to HATE you.
It feels good
I'm in a better place now, i guess you could say Ive developed my own kind of peace knowing that you have all the TIME in the world to SIT and SIT and SIT and THINK about what you can never come close to again!

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I am, therefore i Write.
~E.T~