One Day!

Where do i start
as to how i feel right now
broken confused and lost all around

maybe the stress
i carry on my back
those 20 pounds books
and my 50 pound bag

but it's more than the weight
of the stress from school
it's more of an emotional
emptiness i feel too

but I'm so afraid
to tell someone I'm sad
let them get to know me
and walk away so fast

it's hard to see
what's a safe way to go
no one seems pure
and honest anymore

sometimes i wish
i could be like the other girls
so co-dependent
with their blond curls

sometimes i wish
my smile was real
sometimes i wish i had a chance to feel

what loosing a guy
and loving him is like
i don't get very far
before they leave me behind

someday i just pray
that the one will find me
because if i don't get help soon
i won't fight myself through

i just want to love
and even harder
let him love me back

hold on to his hand
when clouds cover the sky
escape into his kiss
when the moon falls from so high

i just want to reach out
and feel someone standing there
so strong and bold
i just wish i didn't have to imagine this all

someday he will come
I'll dry this tear
open my heart to him
and it will all seem so clear