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by Erica Taylor Jul 6, 2006 category : Sadness, depression / lost relationships
As i ponder the night the words the fight the elevated mood the expressive frustration the empty lines that i send to your invitation you both sat still with constant questioning words whats bothering you all i could feel was insecure completely out of state completely out of touch nothing you could do could make me close off so much you basically destroyed a chance a chance i might of open to you now your both at a greater distance didnt mess with me i didnt mess with you you demand a response for me to show you my heart theres no way in hell id reciprocate to such a want i know you care as i do too but we deal with issues differently didnt force what i didnt want to pursue I'm sorry I'm not more open but i am who i am if you cant understand that the door is wide open didnt waste your time in the end its long road with numerous people to meet didnt get caught up in the idea that you aren't close to me well always be friends even if i didnt see you for a year friends let other friends live there life the way they feel give it rest step back from this mess give me a break I'm not searching for help this way peace can be found in a much more understanding way