Ready!!!!

I scare myself
my fears lock me up
my idea's of a friendship
that would never die
got me all shut up

the loneliness lingers close
the questions fill the air
my heart lays naked
as i wonder if he's still there

still that man i enjoy
the laugh, the smile, the hugs
the first man i really loved
but is it love or just insecurity

I can't say the words
my heart pours out to my mind
everyday analyzing the mess
the idea of you and me
does it just need time

but cherishing the friendship
we share too unique and kind
something I've never felt before
the one thing in my life that has continued to shine

an untouchable beauty
and a sensitive feel
every time i am near you
i fall all over again, head over heels

if love could be slowed down
I'd have it completely stopped
but every time i am around you
love just continues to walk

realizing now what i need to do
i can't get unmotivated because of you
facing my dreams
all here at within reach

I'm Ready!