Rescue me from myself

I've been leaning on something never there
That never cared
Never shared
Any kind of love to me
To keep me safe and tear free
It hurts , but i can see
And i will never be
What i wish to
In the end i just lose
And i will never do
What i should
As if i could
And although it's good
I cannot push my will
Even though it tells me still
It will cure this pain i feel
And heal this embarking burn
That I've come to learn
That it came not to concern
But to destroy me inside
Cause me to feel i must hide
Be confronted and lie
To uneasy souls trying to rescue
Me...from myself

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