Dear mum, why?

She end up drinking almost everyday...
A wish she would stop it , but it did not helped me if i prayed.

She would´NT-care if i asked her to stop..

Sometimes i did, I try-ed hard and AL she ever said was;
Darling it´s just a glass of wine, it just going to be fine.

I cried i was angry.. but it would not help me...
It was not just a glass of wine, it was a whole bottle and some pills..
I\'M still living with it and it makes me ill!

Dear mum, why?
Don´t do it because are sad..
I\'M here if you need me, i want you to be glad.

But i can not help her, nobody can..
She is decided to go with her death- plan...