Life is hard

LIFE IS HARD:

Life is hard, everybody says
Sometimes even a mess..
I press my hands together and i pray
To survive another day

Knifes cutting and hurting
my life clock Is alerting

I try to stick above the surface,
I keep fighting and to get my breath
My legs are kicking and my arms waving,,,
I wont let the devil me getting,,,

The evil clouds are fretting down below the hills
Saying, please take another pill

I put on the radio, to hear a happy song,
I pray to that it will keep my going on

I had many friends, who had passed on, on my way
It putted my life in a shade

Every day I started to say
its because of me .. Im the one to blame

Everyone says, its not your fault, you could nothing do
But deep inside, I think it isnt true.

Life is hard everyone says,
But they are not the one who slept
One year crying in their bed