Why??

What the fu*ck am I meant to think?
No one gives a sh*t about me
I'm just a stupid idiot
To think they ever cared

I sit in my room
surrounded by bloody razor blades
and cigarette butts
wondering why is this happening to me?

Why do they hate me?
Why is he so violent
Why are they dieing?
Why did he go off me?

I must be nothing
I must be ugly
My life must be pointless
thats why everything is turning to sh*t

I hate pain but I cause myself it
To feel I'm still alive
Life was good for a few months
but it never stays that good for long
I cant help how if feel.....

Why was I born?
Where is the god that I have heard off?
Where is the mother who should care
where is the brother who doesn't shout and swear?

I'm empty
I'm nothing
no one gives a shi*t I dint even know why I'm writing this.

ME= SH*t