I wish i had three little bumps on my neck,
My vertebrae sticking out.
A defined curve around my waste and back.
I wish i had a million indentations on my body and that every bone stuck out.
Like my skin was clinging to my bones for dear life.
I wish my collar bone stuck out
I wish my cheeks were hollow and every purpled scar was the darkest shade of black,
so they would show up on my painted white skin
I wish my blood would stain my arms and thighs so..
MY PAIN WOULD BE VISIBLE
i wish that every part of me screamed.
I wish that my mouth would open
I wish i could stop my hand from staining my colorless skin
I wish that my scabs didn't itch
I wish that somebody would see my stained body.
