They say not to leave you because its true love ..but I'm not sure if its lust. they tell me to follow my heart but how can i when you've torn it apart....I'm losing all hope and have no more faith for you and i, i cant believe this might be our last day. was it all just a complete waste of time? is there someone else who can fulfill my dreams and who means as much as you do to me?? I'm confused and torn in two my mind says something but my heart tells me otherwise am i chaotic I'm telling a big lie. your perfect. i feel like you deserve more then me, i didn't think i could ever fall for someone besides you but now i find myself falling for another. i dont now what to do i cant pick between you two I'm growing lonely and depressed what the hells wrong with my? whats for the best?
