Once again I'm choking on tears
Reality hits and I'm facing fears
Still cant handle the transition
Wanna end it all but i have no ammunition
Got the urge to splatter my brains
Put a bullet in my head to end all the pain
I know I'm depressed Ive been this way a while
But everyone else seems so much in denial
I tried to tell them the but they never listened
Trying to figure how long this pain will extend
They say pleasure is pain and pain is pleasure
So far this pain has lasted forever
So as insanity crawls beneath my skin
I fight it off and wont let it win
Though it's taken over my mind
I cant change the past, go back and rewind
Even though i may disappear
don't cry no rivers and spill no tears
Now my world decides to crash
Burn by bones and turn me to ash
