Why?...

Why do we fight?
Why do I yell?
Why does my life
Seem like a living hell?

Why did we move
To this brand new place?
To bring us together?
Or for the memories to erase?

Why do I feel
Like you don't care
Why do I find myself wishing
That I was never there

We don't get along
You know its true
The only thing that seems logical
The only thing I should do

Should I leave you alone
Or give up the fight
Because I'm sick and tired of being wrong
You always being right

I don't like it when you hover
Always in my space
I don't mean to make you feel bad
Or make you feel like a disgrace

Theres so much things I wanna tell you
But I cant find the words to do it
Because every time I start to
You get me aggravated, so screw it

I'm going insane
With no one to talk to
I told you that before -
You want me to talk to you

But I cant do that
You make me feel so dumb
Every time you ask me to do something
My hands turn all thumbs

Your life would be better
If I wasn't here
Maybe thats what I should do
Go somewhere - disappear

I don't know how to deal anymore
I don't know what to do
Right after I start to heal
The pain is renewed..