In Love with a Geek

At first I ignored it... I ignored everything... I ignored my friends called me saying "its just a passing fling"

I ignored it when people were telling me to stop... Even though, they made me feel depressed.. Even deep tears I dropped...

Sooner then expected, I couldn't bare to go to school, I didn't want to hear that I was discusting, uncool.

The negative energy, made me soon give in, life to me was empowered.. I knew I couldn't win...

But through it all, maybe I never cared enough to stick around for his sake.. Maybe I just wanted attention.. Maybe I was a fake...

As I look back at this situation from my grave I know that its his love I will always crave...

Now I know...

They were the ones... The outkasts.. The freaks...

They made me give up life...

Because I fell in love with a geek...