Lost

Only one tear was shed when i let you go.
it wasn't for what i was losing,
but for what we once were.
it was rocky,
and it had been rough.
it was was hard to hold on,
and i was ready to let go.

i wasn't sad,
i didn't have a bit of remorse.
single and loving it,
was my pholisphy,
and that was truly how i felt.
until you moved on,
and then i began to think.

regret set in,
i cried all night,
and became depressed.
how could you move on so fast,
from something as strong as we had?
i wanted, NEEDED you back,
and hated myself for letting you go.

seeing you with her breaks my heart.
do you tell her you love her,
like you told me?
do you kiss her like you kissed me?
do you look at her,
with that same starey eyed look like you looked at me,
that made me fall in love with you?

do you ever think about me,
like i think about you?
when your holding her,
do you think about the times when you were holding me?
when you with her,
do you wish it was me?
do you even miss me at all?

i want you to miss me,
to want me back like i do you.
i want you to hurt and cry,
like i hurt and cry over you.
but i care too much,
to wish that pain upon you,
it hurts too much.

loving an losing you were the 2 biggest mistakes of my life.
in losing you i lost happiness.
but loving you was the biggest mistake of all.
in loving you i lost a part of myself.
i gave it to you,
and now i\'m lost without you.