Will somebody please tell me?
Explain just what i feel,
Why do i want to cut myself?
After my dreams have come real,
My boyfriend well i have him,
No more there i could ask,
So will someone please describe to me?
Why i still wear this mask,
My angels they are plentiful,
And they are special too,
Can you please just tell me?
Why veins,i long to cut through,
I'm more beautiful than I've ever been,
I've never felt so confident,
Can someone show me why?
I hurt angels God has sent.
I have never felt so loved,
Not ashamed of myself,
I ask you why can't i just?
Leave then knife on it's self,
No more rows in my house,
No more hits and shouts,
Is it possible to show me?
What it is that i still doubt,
People seem to understand me,
Will they help me understand this?
All the pain i don't think i feel
Am i destined for deaths kiss,
The marks on my wrist.
I don't want more fresh and new,
But i feel i want cuts up my arms,
Really,i still do,
Please angels show me reasons,
For i no longer get just why,
I feel the urge to cut myself,
Inside has my heart died?
