FinaLLy haPPy

I'm finally happy,
Can't you see,
My past life,
Is gone....dont you beleive me??

I use to always be depressed,
And run to slit my wrist,
It was taking over my life,
I was in love for deaths kiss.

If I didnt slit my wrist,
Then I would do something worse,
I'd run to the bathroom,
And stick my finger down my throat.

I'd make my stomach heave,
Or let the blood drop to the ground,
Seeing all this,
Made me feel like I was proud.

Some people thought,
That I wanted attention,
But then they realized,
How my home life was being.

I was talking to someone special,
And I really trusted her,
But one night on the phone,
She said you need to tell.

So I went to school the next day,
And I was starting to chicken out,
But then I realized,
This pain has to get out!

So I stepped into the office,
As I slowly closed the door,
Told her what I was feeling,
And started to cry somemore.

I told her it's an addiction,
That I couldn't really control,
But now I realize that,
It really has to go.

So now with my counseling,
And my friend Jessie being here,
Has really taught me that,
I'm finally happy again!