Suicide Note

I've thought about it once
Maybe even twice
Just to end it all
As i reach for the knife
I start to run the water
Of the once hated tub
Then begin to think
Who will this rub
I don't want anyone to suffer
From my presence here
But i feel everyone cries
Because i breathe this air
So here i go this final time
To tell you all goodbye
The tub is full right now
I'm running out of time
I grab my razor and lay down in the tub
All i do is pray
That Megan finds out i love her
And that she finds the way
When everyone finds out I'm dead
Not like they will care
They probably didn't notice
That i was right there
People say that they like me
But i know that there all lies
And now is my final time
To say goodbye and die
I breathe my last
As i step into the bath
Printing out my suicide note
I can only hope
That the world is better without me
Now that I'm gone
People will see
That I'm not just a kid
I'm suicidal see!
I'm gone from now on
And i wish this could be
I wish that you realize
I did this not for me
I did this for all of you
Who suffered with my existence
I don't know why i bother righting this
I'm showing some resistance
But now I'm going to end this
You will all see
That the world will be nothing
With out the individual named ME!