Why am I still trying...

Every single night this week,
I've sat alone, been crying,
You don't even care how I feel now,
So why am I still trying.
Baby, I love you so much it hurts,
It tears me up so badly inside,
I've run out of breath from chasing you,
Now I'm looking for somewhere to hide.
You're the one in my life who has changed me,
You were the good to fill my dull days,
You mean so very much to me,
In oh so many god damned ways.
I LOVE YOU SO MUCH, can't you see it,
Please, will your heart answer my call,
I'm willing to give it all up for you,
I'm willing to give you my all.
So tonight, once again I will sit alone,
And I will think of your wonderful face,
Then for one split second I'll be on top of the world,
I'll be floating the skies full of grace.
But realistically I know that it will ever be,
After the attitude you have shown,
But still every second will I think of you,
When I'm upset, lost and alone.