Sorrow sank deep
inside my blood
do you mean anything
somewhere deep inside
beyond happiness
but the reality
is I'm getting
away with this
I'm getting away
with my own sorrow
I need to calculate
my own depressive thoughts
I've been shunned
from total existence
the waves through
my mind have
become mixed up
in this confusing
I need an
emergency exit to
escape my head
to escape from everything
not only from myself
I may seem
happy on the outside
but I'm acutely
crying out
on the inside
I never dreamed
I'd have to live
my life so guarded
because they'll always fine
a way to make
you feel dis guarded
things have changed
I've become a complication
I don't think I can
stand another
days humiliation
feels like my
insides are on fire
from all this crying
please help me
help me before
I try and leave
this world
who knows what
could ever happen
I'll try you say
as you walk away
try not to loose me
but that may happen
two vibrant hearts
could change
with six deep
inch my blood
I lay
when time socked
with blood turns
it's back
I wish I could be
be the one
who doesn't
care at all
