Mixed emotions...

A gun to my head, one last breath,
I whisper your name
Your not taking me serious,
You think its a game ...

But its real, my sadness it's true, and it's my time
Don't try to ignore it, this burden should not be mine

My love, my only love...

Your driving me simply insane
With all this love, yet pain

When you come near
And the sight of you...
Brightens the room
Oh i'm serious it's true

But your ignore my feelings...and my existence
And how do you think i feel?
After all the ignorance...All the dreams I had...
I still wish they were real

I'm so in love with you and your being
You and I is all i'm seeing