Just a few wishes

I wish i was sailing, far out on the sea
i could leave this world behind, and my soul would be free

i wish i was shelted by your love and your care
cause this life that im living, i cant hardly bare

I wish that someday you'll be my escape
But until then, i can only wait

I sometimes wish for death, for me or for you
I get so angry, when i cant tell if your words are fake or true?

So maybe its best i wish to forget and forgive
And with out you, i'll teach myself to live.