I love you were your words

I did nothing you've done this to me
my arms of red look you see

you do not complain that it wasn't your fault
but as soon as you found me you came to a halt

i was lying in the corner not moving at all
how pathetic i looked so cowardly so small

yet over you ran no time to think
for i had no breath nor heart beat not even a blink

you fell down beside me tears in your eyes
you cursed and shouted all herd your cries

then you jumped up fast and ran to the phone
and shouted down the voice piece
in a desperate tone

then after 10 seconds you ran back to me
you thought of running but did not flee

and pushed on my chest to get a heart beat
you started to wish that I'd get to my feet

then breathed in my mouth just
like the times we had kissed
the reason i was like this was for the loss of that bliss

you pushed again and again and then once more
before kneeling down beside me fallen on the floor

you touched my face now cold and pale
the face you loved the face you had told such a lovely tale

of you and me going on forever
of your love for me that wouldn't end never

a tale too sweet to conceive
yet that tale i did believe

so when you came in and said it was finished
my perfect world slowly diminished

thats when i felt the anger and fury
i hoped you would rethink surely

but i asked again you you said no more now
and those words i could not allow

and that is why i lye on this floor
slowly floating to the lighted door

heavens gates slowly open
for I'm dieing my dreams all broken

then suddenly i shoot back down
at one beautiful sound

yes its the sound of your voice
and i came back down that is my choice

i shoot into my body from the above
saying that I'm the one you always loved.....