Abandonment should be a holiday

Forget everything you ever said. ( You were lying)
You said ( Ill never leave you.) I watched ( you) were smiling.
I\\\'ll pull every stitch out of your heart and watch you fall apart,
as I stitch up your lips to keep the lies from slipping out.

I watch, now as your heart spills onto the floor.
I wont help you pick up the pieces.
I\\\'ll watch the red shards tear at your skin
( Don't worry your not dead yet)

So how does it feel to be alive...
and dead at the same time?!
And how does it feel..to watch everyone you care about
be ripped away from your finger..tips..

And how does it feel, to not feel at all?
And how does it feel, to never love again?
The shadows are you only friends.
The only ones..you..didn't..abandon...