A Lifetime Journey of Love

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Its middle of the night,the midnight bird is singing
I can not get a sleep,my mind is swirling
My whole body is aching,my heart is weeping.
My eyes on the ceiling,tears on my cheeks
Has been a long journey,the bad ending seems predictable.
Three months have passed,we have never made love.
There has been no eye contact,has been no hugs at all.
I tried to make a move,away I was pushed.
Where did it all begin,my mind keeps wondering
You loved me and I loved you,even heavens knew that
I try to look at you,your back is what I face
Seems to be in a deep sleep,I wonder how you manage
I wake up and wonder,what a journey it has been
Approaching the window,laughters approaches
Its my neighbour and his wife,Jealous I feel
How do they manage,they seems to be happy
I miss the historical moments,I miss those hey days
I start packing,I guess I can not take it anymore
I do not know where I am going,only destiny will lead me
Tears keeps on falling,fever is knocking my bones
Why remains my question,one day I would like to ask you.
I thought I was all you wanted,your vows had fooled me.
I feel such a fool,how do I face the world?
I keep comforting myself,everything happens for a reason
I take my bag and leave,its raining outside
I would rather die in the rain,Coz I am in such a pain
I keep walking,I keep crying
What a journey,my heart is freezing now.
I keep hoping,may be I will wake up again.
Goodbye the world,I know I am gonna die.