Today i did a lot of lieing
because i didn't want anyone to know i have been crying
I'm not as happy as i said i was
you believe that I'm okay just cause everyone does
I'm trying to make the best of life
but its hard when your in a world of strife
I'm trying to listen to what you said
but I'm just breaking down instead
I'm getting good at that forced smile
and I'm trying to make my time worthwhile
i guess I'm pretty good at not letting my feelings show
because no one seems to know
they don't see my pain within
look into my head, theres no where to begin
years of secrets, lies and untold pain
things that i cant even begin to explain
everyone looks at me in disgust
i never know who to trust
prying eyes want to see
what could be so wrong with me
they don't know that in my heart
ive been broken since the start
when i look at my reflection
i hate that i don't see perfection
my days are passing slow
and i have no where else to go
