Waiting..

I close my eyes and picture your face
I can feel my skin ripping apart
I keep my eyes shut tight
As I feel the pain escape my heart.

The burning sensation feels so good
As blood droplets start to form
I finally manage to open my eyes
To fell the crimson oh so warm.

I watch as blood trickles down my hand
A voice tells me to put down the blade
I consider it for a few moments,
But then the feelings start to fade.

The slice is starting to recover
While my heart regains its pain
One more cut and I’ll be done
As long as it’s through my vein.

Your face is spinning in my mind
It takes my breath away
I can’t believe you left me here
While death gets closer everyday.

Soon enough I will be gone
And my pain will disappear
But for now I will have to wait,
As I watch my blood begin to smear.