The Gilt of Hurt

I hurt you so bad
Only god will know
I didn't even realize
That I made you feel so low

You hated me
And everything I did
I reminded you of your past
From when you were a kid

I didn't like it that way
It's me i want to harm
So I grabbed the blade
And cut into my arm

But cutting was not enough
I've caused you so much pain
I knew what I had to do
As i cut deeper into my vein

As i lie in my blood
I remembered our hurt and lies
And i smiled for the last time
As I gave up and died

But I'm telling you all this
Because it's all true
And all my life
I did love you!