An End To This Desire

I hate it, I hate it this pain
That continues to pierce my heart
Each time I see u this pain
Hits me with a horrible start

Best friends before I fell
Wishing I could take this all back
This more than friendly love
Makes me want to scream and attack

This thought makes me want to die
That my love is unreturned
Why can't we go back in time
To when it was my love that you yearned

Wishing to hate you
Trying to make this pain go away
But my pain only increases
All my actions were in vain

Lets go back to the way we were
This way isn't as nice
Best friends without these nerves
Not wanting you to feel enticed

So help me to let go
To only love you as a friend
My love will always flow
But the desire has to end

July 28, 2003