I Wont

I know you don't want it
I'm not what you need
but i cant help but wish
for you to actually want me

it's those incredible eyes
thats what first lured me in
and i wish you could tell me
of all the pain you keep hidden

i want you to know
I've always been here
and if you ever need me
ill lend a willing ear

am i still that little girl
you keep locked in your mind?
that one you've always wanted
but your courage you could never find?

are you always going to keep me out
wandering alone in the cold bitter dark
keeping your door locked and blinds shut
leaving only me with the marks

i don't know what to say
that could make you understand
i think that your the one for me
and I'll do everything i can

but i wont let you use me
as if i don't mean a thing
i wont let you drop me
no matter how much pain you bring

i wont let you shut me out
i wont give up on you
no matter how you push me away
i wont say that we're through

you say you don't want me
but i see past your lies
i know that deep down
your honestly scared inside

but i wont turn my back
i wont walk through that door
because no matter how you resist
i wont let you leave like before.