My feelings for you

I have a secret that kills
me in Side. I live each
day with a mask which
I hide behind. The secret
grows more With each
and every second that
goes By. The more I
think about u the more
I let it survive. And the
longer it lives The more
I cry. This secret is big
and May cause pain
and tears in someone’s
Eyes. This lie that is building
up and Coming to life.
The more I wish I never
Knew you the More it hurts
me inside. The friendship
that I love and wish to
Never lose. The tears
and pain I have Because
I Could never make you
choose. I wish I could tell
you exactly how I Feel
but the word of rejection
is what I Fear.The lose
of your smile. The hugs
that Makes my life Worthwhile.
The Long Talks that
help me cope with My
problems. The though
of losing You I could
never bare. It would
Break my heart and tare
it Apart that Is why I
could never tell you how
I Feel inside. I am still
here waiting for You to See
me for Who you want and
Who I Really am. Come
break the mask I hide
behind and Make Me tell
everything That is inside.
The Pain the sorrow the
Secret and How my feelings
for you will Always last.

~Ashleigh~