I lost my angel

My angel sent from heaven
The one who stayed by my side
The one that I told everything
To whom I never had to lie
Is gone

My angel sent from heaven
Who supported all the weight
The one who never let me down
When it was more than I can take
Is gone

My angel sent from heaven
No longer by my side
We're no longer close
From her I have to hide

I pushed my angel far away
I put her out of view
Now I've lost my only hope
And I don't know what to do

I no longer have the strength
To carry on each day
I no longer have the will
I don't think that I'm OK

My angel without wings
Is now so far away
Yes, I pushed her back
But I just want her to stay

I can't stand to hurt her
But now the tears fall down my face
I feel like such a disappointment
Because I just can't seem to change

I no longer feel the comfort
That I felt within my heart
I cannot feel her warm embrace
And it's tearing me apart

I want my angel back
You can't take her away
Without her...
I won't be OK